i can't smile :(

hrm i have to admit that i feel sad and jealous when seeing my friends post their raya pictures, smiling from ear to ear. the only thing that i get this raya is pain. pain, suffering and sadness. well eventhough setiap kali raya since that b**** came into my life, mmg always turn out mcm nih. but still, i can't stand it anymore. tell me ppl, can u stand it when everyone is having fun celebrating raya but you end up crying all the time w/o no one sees you or even doesn't care about your feelings. it hurts me even more when i can't express my feelings or share it with others. i'm sorry readers if you're very curious about this and wanna ask me to share it with you, i can't. if only i can, i will tell you from the start, from the beginning. now, i can only pray pray and keep on praying. i know Allah will always be by my side.

Realist

Nobody.

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