yeah. today ade hari terbuka. and this is my very last open day. but seriously i hate today. i cried in front of ustazah and my mom. some parents and students pon maybe saw me crying. but i know what you guys been thinking when u see me in tears. u may think that it is because of my result right ? but you are absolutely wrong. i cried because i'm very disappointed with all the prefects. i mean SOME prefects. for the past 4 years i've been doing overtime works during open day. orang lain dh balik ikot parents aku stayback kat skola. so, can u guys give me a break this year ? at first, i thought they can handle it w/o me but no they can't. aku tgk aku je byk buat kerja. and to smile in front of the parents mmg susah ah bile hati dah sakit.
bro, kau taw x aku turun naik turun naik tangga escort parents sampai kaki aku melecet ? padahal pkai socks. ko bayangkan ah mcm mana bole melecet. aku pon x paham ah la bro. kadang2 aku pernah pikir gak ape yang akan jadi kat korg klau kaki aku patah ke terseliuh ke or aku dah xde kat dunia nih. and x payah ah tny knp aku nangis atau BAJET2 kisah nk suro aku share masalah. my problem is YOU. paham tak ? so x payah ah tny asal aku nangis. bukan masalah kau kan ? klau ko kisah sgt pasal aku asal tugas mcm CIBA* ? ko jawab ah skg nih.
now, i know how to solve this.
lesson #1 never ever give someone else handle your duty. because THEY will make you suffer even more.
lesson #2 aish. shoot. control your emotions.
lesson #3 find someone that can cheer you up. thanks hadi anyway :')
and wanna know why i'm crying in front of ustzh and my mom ? psst, i never tell anyone about this but yeah you're the first one to know.
u may think that i'm the happiest person on earth because of my 'good' result. but i'm not. i may be thankful to Allah but to maintain my good result is the HARDEST thing to do. my life is very very busy. 24/7. and when i recall back all the hard work and the pain that i've been through for the past 6months, i'm touched. do you know that
'to succeed is easier than to fail' ?
it's true. :)
bro, kau taw x aku turun naik turun naik tangga escort parents sampai kaki aku melecet ? padahal pkai socks. ko bayangkan ah mcm mana bole melecet. aku pon x paham ah la bro. kadang2 aku pernah pikir gak ape yang akan jadi kat korg klau kaki aku patah ke terseliuh ke or aku dah xde kat dunia nih. and x payah ah tny knp aku nangis atau BAJET2 kisah nk suro aku share masalah. my problem is YOU. paham tak ? so x payah ah tny asal aku nangis. bukan masalah kau kan ? klau ko kisah sgt pasal aku asal tugas mcm CIBA* ? ko jawab ah skg nih.
now, i know how to solve this.
lesson #1 never ever give someone else handle your duty. because THEY will make you suffer even more.
lesson #2 aish. shoot. control your emotions.
lesson #3 find someone that can cheer you up. thanks hadi anyway :')
and wanna know why i'm crying in front of ustzh and my mom ? psst, i never tell anyone about this but yeah you're the first one to know.
u may think that i'm the happiest person on earth because of my 'good' result. but i'm not. i may be thankful to Allah but to maintain my good result is the HARDEST thing to do. my life is very very busy. 24/7. and when i recall back all the hard work and the pain that i've been through for the past 6months, i'm touched. do you know that
'to succeed is easier than to fail' ?
it's true. :)
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